who am I?

who am I?
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Inspired by the Julie/Julia Project, mine is all about falling in love -- with your self, your faith, and your life. In this world where our hearts yearn for a partner, I will continue to everyday grow in a good way, till my love tank's full and ready to share that love to the man I will choose....
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6.23.2011

Sandy, one of our great mentors

Day 428 - When one word makes all the difference

Now before I sleep, let me just post this. If ever, I, and any one of you will take this seriously, it is life changing.

Saying I WANT to get something, is like dreaming that you want to get something.
Saying I CHOOSE to get something is deciding to get something, and killing all alternatives.
Saying I COMMIT to get something means you will do whatever it takes to get it. It's like saying you are going to get it, or you will die trying.




When one word makes all the difference.






6.19.2011

Day 424 - Its what they call "Growing Up"



It's funny that sometimes other people see you better than you see yourself. It's even funnier when some people think that they have figured you all out when they don't even know the first thing about you. At the end of the day, these words will only matter if you let them to. You determine your place in the world, consciously and subconsciously. Sometimes, the big questions are there not be answered. That life, however overwhelming it could be, is only about simple questions. There are times you want to run, but deep inside you know you were not born for cowardice but for abundance. You just have to let go of the comfortable things and face what you are afraid of. And there are times that you really have to accept things for what they were, cut the drama, and move on.

Yes. It is what they call growing up. And when it calls for you, you know that you just have to give in.

6.07.2011

Day 412 - The End of Summer



Hey there everyone. I know this might come as a shock to some of my readers out there, but it was a while and things really have changed. Oh well, it's the only thing permanent in the world. You might find me a bit different with who I was or the way I write before, but this is me now. Read this if you want to.



So, it's been a couple of months. Let's just say I played with fire and ended up in whirlwind relationship, which is really not a relationship. With the benefits of lust and passion, somewhere in between, feelings just can't be controlled, and you fall in love. Falling in love is a choice really. You get the attraction, then you decide if you are going to embrace it. It's when the obsession and need enters your veins and flows to your heart that you actually consider,crap, I am in love. At the end of the day, you know it is not possible, or should I say, not for you. In the end, whether consciously or subconsciously, you know that you deserve much better, a real love.



Sometimes I wonder if I really attracted all these heartaches, the ancient ones and my today. But does it matter really? You really have to make the decision. To not like and have a relationship with the wrong sort, to delay gratification, abstain and patiently wait for what's coming. It's all about discipline. I find that in a lot of areas in my life right now, I am not letting myself control my circumstances. And the choice should only be done once, and with integrity. It's like marriage. Right. I should make the decision to marry integrity and discipline starting this very minute. I have a business, and it's what I am supposed to concentrate on right now. Work now and play later. To work when it's time to work and to play when it's the time to play.


Providence moves once you make that one commitment.
So here I am, I'm going to state what I want.


I want a serious income. P100,000 every month before the year ends.
I want a real relationship, not sure when. I guess I don't want to rush to anything while I'm not sure about it.
I want a life. A happy life.





So to everyone, you might be turning on a new leaf or just continuing your endeavors at the moment. To us, cheers!





We get what we want. He answers, all the time.



My summer has ended. Welcome new day.