Day 412 - The End of Summer

Hey there everyone. I know this might come as a shock to some of my readers out there, but it was a while and things really have changed. Oh well, it's the only thing permanent in the world. You might find me a bit different with who I was or the way I write before, but this is me now. Read this if you want to.



So, it's been a couple of months. Let's just say I played with fire and ended up in whirlwind relationship, which is really not a relationship. With the benefits of lust and passion, somewhere in between, feelings just can't be controlled, and you fall in love. Falling in love is a choice really. You get the attraction, then you decide if you are going to embrace it. It's when the obsession and need enters your veins and flows to your heart that you actually consider,crap, I am in love. At the end of the day, you know it is not possible, or should I say, not for you. In the end, whether consciously or subconsciously, you know that you deserve much better, a real love.



Sometimes I wonder if I really attracted all these heartaches, the ancient ones and my today. But does it matter really? You really have to make the decision. To not like and have a relationship with the wrong sort, to delay gratification, abstain and patiently wait for what's coming. It's all about discipline. I find that in a lot of areas in my life right now, I am not letting myself control my circumstances. And the choice should only be done once, and with integrity. It's like marriage. Right. I should make the decision to marry integrity and discipline starting this very minute. I have a business, and it's what I am supposed to concentrate on right now. Work now and play later. To work when it's time to work and to play when it's the time to play.


Providence moves once you make that one commitment.
So here I am, I'm going to state what I want.


I want a serious income. P100,000 every month before the year ends.
I want a real relationship, not sure when. I guess I don't want to rush to anything while I'm not sure about it.
I want a life. A happy life.





So to everyone, you might be turning on a new leaf or just continuing your endeavors at the moment. To us, cheers!





We get what we want. He answers, all the time.



My summer has ended. Welcome new day.