Day 73 - Longing Inside

I always read about this - - unless you have a definite idea of what you like, nothing definite will happen.

hmm. At this point, when you are 21 years old and is working, not really a graduate yet, you are supposed to have that one big goal already,right? Well, that's what I'm supposed to accomplish within this week. To know what I really, really like. I just miss all the times that I am with my friends. I hate not being happy.

Here's the quote for the day:

The thing that counts most in the pursuit of happiness is choosing the right companion. Remember that a successful marriage depends on two things: finding the right person and being the right person.

My reaction? That's right. You can only find the right person when you are rightfully a person to be loved. And when will you know that you are of that state already? You are going to feel it. You cannot love unless you love yourself fully, or else you and you're partner will suffer the problems of insecurities and all that crap. whew. I really want to be that full person, ready for love. But I really have to work on myself first. Control myself. Control my time. Know what I really want in life. When I am that full person, then I'll attract the same person that is also full of love and security and we can choose if we want to be together. Sounds idealistic? Well, living in my world, I tell you, there are still a lot of the good men out there. Out here actually.

wew, I am having not the perfect day of my life, but I'm starting to feel good.

Goodluck to me.

I miss my father (not my biological father), but my Papa God.